Small Things
What is it in the small that rings of greatness?
The small voice rings out from the void
And captures the great soul.
The small hope grows from a crannied door
And overtakes despair like a tide.
Yet how do we know? If the voice we hear
Is God on his throne, or madness in our minds?
What’s the clear flag, the legitimate judge?
Follow God, and you follow the Glory.
Follow your small mad self,
And horror waits down a dark alley.
Wisdom distinguishes, or so ‘tis said.
Sophia on her high seat leads Shiva
By the horns, and draws a circle around his loins.
Destroyer? The dark angel tried mightily
And failed in Goshen. Belief stood firm
Against that form of terror. Sophia knew,
Moses commanded, Pharoah rebelled.
It is ever thus, the Triad always tries
To square the circle when the Duad
Rears its hydra-head against the formless One.
Void? Of what? The fullest reach
Of emptiness contains the smallest piece
And still explodes in zero-point denial
Of the vain attempt at micro-extinction.
Hold the point to your heart, and breathe
Its own intention. Death? Then come.
Immortality? That may be.
Reunion with the empty Fullness?
The greatest always starts small.
Remember the true One you started with.
Never release what God gave in the Garden.
Stop still before the first force
And seek the fountain flowing freely.
Chaos died from seven drillings.
How easy it is to die in the wholeness.
How pure to live so fully empty.
Want not, waste not, where not, who not.
Smallness will not wait, it’s infinite implication
Strives against all odds. Even then, the wait is hard.
The soul desires only to return to home and hearth,
Warmth and weaning. Relief and restoration.
What stops it? Only the belief that it differs
From the others in any wise whatsoever.
No separation means always home.
It’s the seeing that fails, that holds to distinction.
We could be heroes, and that tantalizes too much.
We won’t be zeroes, the finality of that flame
Is terror incarnate. Against that night
Enlightenment is a rabbit, cowering in a whole.
The small voice is infinitely small. Few know it.
Fewer hear it, fewer still are beckoned by it,
Even fewer obey, least of all succeed.
That’s the danger. And so we ask,
"Did it speak at all? Did God know me so well
That He revealed His plan, or even that small cog for me?"
Doubt, whose name is Fear, worries on that
More than all the other stand-betweens combined.
So get small. Or don’t get anything.
Forget everything except the small details.
The devil lies in those, and will not be denied.
So? If allowed to listen, some small part
Of all of us can reveal the great heart
In every small voice. Nothing can withstand
The one who acknowledges his smallness.
Against the Great Tide, all hope fails.
So do not hope. Against the numberless Void
All effort ends. So do not try.
All the voice asks is that you do. So do.
Glory in God is doing for God.
All else is numbing commentary.
© 2000 Chuck Puckett
